i live in a world of next times

i don’t mean procrastination’s

i mean hope

i mean hoping next time things

will be different

next time she’ll say yes

next time it’ll work

next time

next time

next time

i sound like a fucking broken record

i’m not depressing you am i

do you know what it’s like to

feel this way

i don’t think so

you see i think everyone feels

things differently

you can’t sit there and tell me i’m

not alone

cause there is no way on earth you

feel what i feel

i am alone

that’s how it is

that’s how i live

all alone

feeling my good

feeling my bad

so fuck you and your psychological

bullshit

i don’t need it

i just needed to vent

thank you kindly