clouds pass me by

like a lifetime slowly passing away

with you for the first time

i felt safe

with you i felt alive

with you i felt

is it al gone

did you take what you

needed and leave

was there anything there at all

or was i just imagining

was i just dreaming

was i hoping

things are unclear

i know where i stand

but not where i fall

it’s almost insane

the way i felt

but it was real

my feelings that is

i’m unsure of many things

but mostly

i’m unsure of myself

are these tears or

is it raining